Post by Raron on Apr 18, 2012 20:11:36 GMT -5
Darkness, as long as he could remembered he had never dreamed. Not while he was asleep, or perhaps he did dream, did swim through the night time hallucination but his brain purged them upon awaking. All he knew that some time during the night, day, whenever he was asleep he would become aware he was unconscious. Aware he was floating in a black beyond black that stretch on towards infinity and back again. He knew he wasn't awake, hadn't regained his body yet but instead laid where he had lost his connection to the waking world as 'still as death' as one late night acquaintance had point it so poetically one night after shaking him awake to make sure he hadn't had a heart attack during the night.
Slowly he could feel himself drifted towards gravity, towards the aches and pains and twinges from a hundred old wounds. Back to the prison and freedom of his body and yet in this blackness he felt so close to an answer, an answer to a question he didn't even know he had. Slowly he sank, and his eyes flew open just in time to whisper to the room.
"Alarm cancel... Bring it to sun rise."
He lay in his bed as his emerald green eyes looked up and watched as the stars vanished before the coming dawn. Sitting slowly on his elbows he sat on his red satin sheets and watched his own personal sunrise. The corner of his mouth twitched in a grin as he looked upon the light of the rising sun hit his bed and the beach sand underneath. He looked over the the side opposite himself where the covers were more crumpled, more messy and looked upon the empty space and sighed as he brought himself more upright. Old joint protested and aches and pains reminded him he had indeed not escaped them as he put his naked feet upon the sand and reached up to rub his face. He claws skimmed across the red scales of his flesh, scales that were getting grayer by the day, and down his chin before reaching without looking to his bed side table and plucking a thinly rolled cigar from a mahogany box. Lifting one end to his lips he bit off the tip and spat it into a trash can nearby and then puffed out his checks as a thin finger of flame reached out briefly caressing the brown wrapping before creating the familiar red cherry at the end of the cigar as the smell of tobacco and sea salt filled the air and the warmth of the run hit his body.
Tarsus Ridge, Fixer, Took his first puff of tobacco for the day. Unlike the scene of the sunset, a scene created by heat lamps, holograms and a cleaver paint job and carpet choice the tobacco in his cigars was real sure it was expensive but that synthbacco always left him with this horrible after taste and Ordo Seaman didn't make a synth brand and the smell of Sea salt and Tobacco was sometimes the only thing that got him through the really bad days.
"Window view."
His gravelly voice rumbled as enough of the hologram disapated and shifted showing a view outside. Sure enough it was in the middle of the expected rain cycle, two days dry, one day soaking as expected. It had been that way longer then he could remember but he admitted it looked worse then usual out there today. Looked cold and miserable... It was going to be one of those days and the absence of his companion from last night testified to that. Looking around on the opposite bed side table of the large bed he found what he was looking for. A note from the woman from the party last night. A friend had invited him to a party, he had met her, green hair, long ears, lilth muscles. They had talked and then left the party... the note simply said "Thanks - L" ... he wished he could remember what L stood for. Hooking up with a random stranger wasn't something he usually did. He was fairly old for behavior like that but... sometimes... well he was still male, she had been interested and bored with the party. He shrugged, his massive shoulders rolling with the motion. Slowly he stood a seven foot tank of a 'man'. Dismissing the view of the rain with a wave of his hand and a muttering to cancel the view he walked to his bathroom where simple black and white tile greeted him.
Reaching to his toothbrush the view in the mirror looked back at him a bit bleary. He had been up a bit too late with his... friend... the two of them up most of the night. He was surprised that she had gotten out without waking him but her muscles on her form, certain calluses... he knew that looks didn't equal age any more and he had a feeling she was a professional in something that had nothing to do with last night. He looked at himself, sixty one years old... not in bad shape. The canvas of muscle was a bit more... covered then it used to be but it was still there. The canvas was also much more scarred then it used to be... but better then the alternative. The scares were worst on his back, the shelled carapace of the red... mostly ankyosaur was covered in scars, cuts, a few cracks healed. The scars would never really fade. The ones on his back that hurt him the least were the most visible. As for his chest... he poked his stomach feeling the firmness of the dermal armor... and excellent investment for sure.
Smiling past the cigar at a body under the effects of the ravages of age he couldn't help but remark.
"And yet they still come to you with their problems... guess there is no substitute for experience... at least that is what... Lilith!"
Tarsus snapped his claw tips and grinned, his sharp curved teeth flashing back at him.
"That was her name..."
Whistling to himself he washed off his face careful not to put out his cigar and taking a side trip to the kitchen to grab his coffee he went back to watch the sunrise.
Slowly he could feel himself drifted towards gravity, towards the aches and pains and twinges from a hundred old wounds. Back to the prison and freedom of his body and yet in this blackness he felt so close to an answer, an answer to a question he didn't even know he had. Slowly he sank, and his eyes flew open just in time to whisper to the room.
"Alarm cancel... Bring it to sun rise."
He lay in his bed as his emerald green eyes looked up and watched as the stars vanished before the coming dawn. Sitting slowly on his elbows he sat on his red satin sheets and watched his own personal sunrise. The corner of his mouth twitched in a grin as he looked upon the light of the rising sun hit his bed and the beach sand underneath. He looked over the the side opposite himself where the covers were more crumpled, more messy and looked upon the empty space and sighed as he brought himself more upright. Old joint protested and aches and pains reminded him he had indeed not escaped them as he put his naked feet upon the sand and reached up to rub his face. He claws skimmed across the red scales of his flesh, scales that were getting grayer by the day, and down his chin before reaching without looking to his bed side table and plucking a thinly rolled cigar from a mahogany box. Lifting one end to his lips he bit off the tip and spat it into a trash can nearby and then puffed out his checks as a thin finger of flame reached out briefly caressing the brown wrapping before creating the familiar red cherry at the end of the cigar as the smell of tobacco and sea salt filled the air and the warmth of the run hit his body.
Tarsus Ridge, Fixer, Took his first puff of tobacco for the day. Unlike the scene of the sunset, a scene created by heat lamps, holograms and a cleaver paint job and carpet choice the tobacco in his cigars was real sure it was expensive but that synthbacco always left him with this horrible after taste and Ordo Seaman didn't make a synth brand and the smell of Sea salt and Tobacco was sometimes the only thing that got him through the really bad days.
"Window view."
His gravelly voice rumbled as enough of the hologram disapated and shifted showing a view outside. Sure enough it was in the middle of the expected rain cycle, two days dry, one day soaking as expected. It had been that way longer then he could remember but he admitted it looked worse then usual out there today. Looked cold and miserable... It was going to be one of those days and the absence of his companion from last night testified to that. Looking around on the opposite bed side table of the large bed he found what he was looking for. A note from the woman from the party last night. A friend had invited him to a party, he had met her, green hair, long ears, lilth muscles. They had talked and then left the party... the note simply said "Thanks - L" ... he wished he could remember what L stood for. Hooking up with a random stranger wasn't something he usually did. He was fairly old for behavior like that but... sometimes... well he was still male, she had been interested and bored with the party. He shrugged, his massive shoulders rolling with the motion. Slowly he stood a seven foot tank of a 'man'. Dismissing the view of the rain with a wave of his hand and a muttering to cancel the view he walked to his bathroom where simple black and white tile greeted him.
Reaching to his toothbrush the view in the mirror looked back at him a bit bleary. He had been up a bit too late with his... friend... the two of them up most of the night. He was surprised that she had gotten out without waking him but her muscles on her form, certain calluses... he knew that looks didn't equal age any more and he had a feeling she was a professional in something that had nothing to do with last night. He looked at himself, sixty one years old... not in bad shape. The canvas of muscle was a bit more... covered then it used to be but it was still there. The canvas was also much more scarred then it used to be... but better then the alternative. The scares were worst on his back, the shelled carapace of the red... mostly ankyosaur was covered in scars, cuts, a few cracks healed. The scars would never really fade. The ones on his back that hurt him the least were the most visible. As for his chest... he poked his stomach feeling the firmness of the dermal armor... and excellent investment for sure.
Smiling past the cigar at a body under the effects of the ravages of age he couldn't help but remark.
"And yet they still come to you with their problems... guess there is no substitute for experience... at least that is what... Lilith!"
Tarsus snapped his claw tips and grinned, his sharp curved teeth flashing back at him.
"That was her name..."
Whistling to himself he washed off his face careful not to put out his cigar and taking a side trip to the kitchen to grab his coffee he went back to watch the sunrise.